This isn’t a thing or something that about school or around my environment. The past few months, honestly before I turned 18 there were so many problems coming and I don’t really know what to do anymore.

Nobody really knows what I feel inside. I decided to keep it to myself. Not because I am selfish, but I feel that nobody cares, and nobody give a damn on me. Call me OA or something but that is true.

There are times that I really hate myself for being me. For being compared to other people because they are good and lastly I hate myself for being so weak and dramatic. I hate drama, but what the heck happening to me the past few months, I really don’t know.

I know to myself that I love people; I really love them even if they take me for granted, I am always an option and always the second choice. And because I realized that, I decided that I should love myself MORE.

“Nobody will love you, except yourself. Accept that.” This is what I always think. Knowing my own worth is enough for me to love myself. I love my thoughts and emotions no matter how annoying and weird they are. I love it.

Call me self-centered, selfish, bitch, OA, name it. But one thing is for sure. I love myself, I know what I truly deserve and I don’t care if people judge me for being me. This is the true me, the true Katrin. And I truly love myself.

So here are the signs of having real friends (Based on my experience)

*They always motivate and uplift you.

*They always make you happy.

*You can count on them anytime, anywhere.

*They are true to you, even if truth hurts.

*They cuss on you, face to face.

*They eat your food FIRST.

*They know your phone password.

*They know how to pissed you so bad.

*They know your favorites even small things.

*Your secrets are SAFE with them.

*Distance is never ever an issue. You can always keep in touch.

And yes! Finally I'm done. Hahaha I just want to say THANK YOU to all my friends out there, because of you I was able to write blog posts. So yeahh! And to you the one reading this! See you next? Definitely YES!

FAMOUS / ATTENTION SEEKER

This is really a weird thing for me. Like whaaaat?? Hahaha I decided to make my own blog corner, write everything I want, take pictures and ta daaaa! But why is it that other people think of me as a famous girl or an attention seeker? Hello! I'm a BLOGGER, a student-blogger to be exact, I'm not famous and I don't seek attention, I just want to express and not to impress by using my own blog corner in the internet.

POSTING EVERYTHING

Remember that being a blogger means that somehow you are a public person, but also remember that I have my privacy. I don't post / blog everything. My blog is only a part of my life, not my whole life. I just share whatever I want and yeah! That's it!

EARNING

We can say that you can earn from blogging BUT you must have a good traffic and a good content for others to read it. Well, I am still a student, and studying is my TOP PRIORITY and not BLOGGING. I may received some invites, products to be reviewed or anything.. But it is not ALWAYS, it happens occasionally. I may be earn from this in the future but not that soon.

So far, here are some of the things that other people think of me as a blogger. Can you add some more?

Yeah, so far that's for now for my Life Update :)

DISCLAIMER: I KNOW THIS POST IS REALLY BEYOND LATE. BUT I REALLY REALLY WANTED TO POST THIS. HAHAHAHA

LAST MARCH 24,2017 , an official fanbase of Tim Pavino throw a birthday surprise for him.

It was really his birthday that day and he said that he doesn’t have a formal plan for that day so the admins of Timmy Rangers decided to have a surprise celebration for him.

The surprise started when he entered the room and we sang “Happy Birthday” to really surprise him. Tim was actually “teary-eyed”  (LOL, SORRY KUYA TIM!) for what he saw and really thankful for that surprise party for him.

So yeah I don’t wanna elaborate more, I just want to post the pictures the entire celebration! scroll down!!

SURPRISE !! HAHAHAHAHA 

THE TIMMY RANGERS 

 YOW BIRTHDAY BOY 

TIMMY RANGERS ADMINS  (TITA KHAREN AND KUYA RENZ)

THE TEAM BLACK.  ( WE HAVE A MEMO THAT DAY. JOKEEE  HAHAHA)

ONE OF MY FAVORITE PERSON IN THE CLUB — KUYA RENZ

AND OF COURSE THE TITA OF THE CLUB — TITA KHAREN 

AND YES TIMMY PAVINO HIMSELF 

PS. HE IS STILL THE TIM I USED TO KNOW — THE SWEET AND MAKULIT 

So yes, maybe that’s all  maybe next year we still have a celebration like this. Hahaha. and Yes I am proud that I am a part of this fansclub.

Thank you 

✔ Love Yourself

✔ Be Kind

✔ Be Honest

✔ Always Exercise

✔ Do Meditations

✔ Eat Well / Healthy Foods

✔ Be Patient

✔ Dream So Big

✔ Judge Less

✔ Forgive Easily

✔ Always Think Positive

✔ Smile More Often

✔ Show Gratitude

✔ Always Believe in Yourself

✔ Don't Make Excuses

✔ Think Before You Speak

✔ Be Open-Minded

✔ Always Look on the Bright Side

✔ Faith over Fear

✔ Quality over Quantity

✔ Be Punctual

✔ Practice Self-Discipline

✔ Love More

✔ See Failure as a Lesson

✔ Grab the Opportunity Always

✔ Love what you do

✔ Love your Friend that lift you up

✔ Avoid Social Comparison

✔ Appreciate What You Have

✔ Live.Laugh.Love

✔ Be Unique

✔ Be Thankful to God for Everything

Grace is the reason why I never gave up, the reason I never saw myself as small when others looked at me like that, and the reason why I never gave up when all odds were against me, this is how I stayed motivated and never gave up all these years.

Know who you are and know what you want…

Grace a lot of people would say your roots don’t matter, all that matters is where you are at the moment but I don’t agree with that, personally I think knowing who you and where you came from is key, it helps you make a stand of what you want out of life and how much you are willing to endure to get there, this has not just worked for me it has also worked for some people that I know too, so I consider it really important to come to terms with who you are so no one can ever put you down or shame you over it because the minute you do this you have taken that power away from anyone before they even try.

Flush…

Every negative energy in you or surrounding you should be flushed out, you have to do this to be able to stay in a clean space in your mind because the truth is whether you stay motivated or not it’s all in your mind grace, this will not only help you always stay clean it will also make sure you don’t feel stuck and every energy you put out is productive even as little as a smile from you can make a difference somewhere or with someone.

Pray…

I can never over emphasize the power of a prayer, it is free yet not everyone can afford it, it has been made available to all yet not everyone can harness its power, Grace always be in an attitude of prayer it will always feed your spirit, you can not function without it, where others couldn’t enter you will because of prayer,  because true motivation can only stay when its being fed, you should never stay hungry Endeavor to feed even when you don’t feel hungry because you do not know when you might need that strength, I pray not as much as I would like to thou , I fast every time I feel like I need to exercise and this has never failed me  over 2 decades of my existence, you don’t always have to be in a certain place or position to be able to pray, you can say a prayer when walking on the street or in the middle of a conversation, or inside a bus, God is every where and he hears you even when your lips don’t move.

Work, Work, Work …..

Grace you can never stop working to get to what you want, even when its hard  and it seems like it might be easier to just lay back and accept whatever comes your way you must always remember that you deserve better, you can have all you want as long as you are willing to work for it, don’t listen to anyone who says its greedy for you to have all you desire because that is a lie, its okay and you deserve it, you are the apple of God’s eyes, and because you are very precious to him he has made it all available within your reach now you just to work until you get there remember ‘consistency is key’. When the doors shut against you make sure to use the windows, don’t wait for opportunities create them just because you can do it!

Now do it for those who said you couldn’t !

The saying ‘your haters are your biggest motivators’ is actually 100% correct, nothing can push you harder than wanting to prove them wrong, you must live to see your enemies fail, show them that they were wrong about you and that God’s plan for your life can never be erased or changed it can only be delayed thou, so every time you are tempted to settle for less remember these and stay motivated dear grace because the grace of God will always  be sufficient for you.
  God Bless you.

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